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| I had experience a death ordeal. I was sick and it was a horrible illness. I would die if I didn't go for a medical examination at the local hospital. I was not afraid of death. I despised it. But I didn't want it to ruin my studying. But there's nothing the matter, I feel much better now. Thanks Goddess.
Now, the school year began and a lot of hard works are waiting for me. However, if I'm not alone, I think I can overcome any obstacles. Exams and tests, here I come!
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| September 2nd, the National Day. It was awful. I squeezed out all my energy and my joy. Although, I have had few strange emotions about this special day. I could see as though a flaming battlefield happened immediately. I could hear as though a sonorous voice on the raidio : " Our Motherland is in danger. It's time to fight!" and the shouting, the laughter of the crowd at Badinh Square : " Long live Ho Chi Minh! Long live independent Vietnam!! "
Oh God, I love this country so much ! Oh, Vietnam, what a beautiful name!
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| Tokyo, yes, the megalopolis reminds me a little about Mansairaku-the man who was dead.
Every time when I listen to Tokyo night , a strang feeling of sadness just rises. I can feel the sorrow, the nostalgia and the regret for the city Tokyo.
I really have no idea where all that emotions come from. My teardrops just shed non-stop. I just try to hold back them. Oh, I don't get it. Why do all this happen to me? Mansairaku, where are you? Please help me!
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Oh, Gaara, my powerful Gaara. Your life is just the same as Hinata. No, saying that way is not right. You are just like me. I have not and never imagine that. The similar between me and you is awful. I can feel and understand your sadness. You are too young, and no matter you are so malicious, I just want you and Hinata together are in my arms. And then, I can take care of you. And I will be with you and Hinata forever. And nothing can separates us. I promise.
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| The world is so inhuman. Every one is so illiberal, evil and stupid. And you, the mysterious person, you will pay what you did to me. It's high time you realize that you are the most selfish one in the world ! Someday, I will make you fall !
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Oh God, I feel so lonely. I seem like a small black cat in a big city. No home, no friends, nothing. My soul is so wretched. My body's exhausted. I don't want to live anymore. I wonder who can change my destiny. No, it can't be. However, will that poweful one help me? I guess not.
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| Today, I had gone downtown with my friends. Oh God, this was the first time! The trip was wonderful. I enjoyed it very much. They were very kind and I was really pleased. But sometimes, I felt so tired and nervous. Those places didn't suit me. And I think my presence made them unhappy. I was so ugly and unpolite. Oh, it was all my fault! I had better not have come. I am a bad person, not a good friend. I wonder why they wanted to be friend with me.
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